Never have I ever felt so uncomfortable, under confident and unfit in this body of mine. An endless battle with self esteem underlying the incredible job of child making. Don’t tell me I’m the only one? 🤷🏼♀️
In all honesty, It’s hard to put myself in a picture. There’s definitely a fine line between acceptance, self love and wanting change. Self love is a great concept and we all need more of it but it’s ok to want to do better and be better for yourself. Doing better to feel better is giving love to yourself right. There’s only so far you can go until you need to be real and just do the work. But the mind has got to get there and be willing. It’s waiting for me; i know it. 🙏🏼
My hormones are crazy, I’m not looking after my thyroid Problem properly and eating things here and there that I know I’m intolerant too because its easier or tempting, my sleep is totally interrupted all night, exercise is not regular or not at all and my body is hating me for it. I’m tired and “busy” and great at creating excuses 🙄 this life I’ve created is harder than I had dreamed it to be but I do believe that every part of life thrown at us is there to teach us something; our kids, our health, ups and downs but sometimes I’d just be happy skip some of the lessons 😜
To be fit and feel healthy again will be one day soon. In the mean time, I’ve just got to focus on the work. It might just have to start with going to bed earlier. 💪🏼❤️
No doubt that I’m so proud of all those little people I’ve created though, I couldn’t imagine my life without them…aren’t they the cutest??😍
So more importantly, What do you do for you?